Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Shoes of Iron
Friday, April 25, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Unlit Candles: Part 3
“For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea.” - Habakkuk 2:14
Lord, what can I do…what can we do to fill the whole earth with the knowledge of your glory?
He told them, “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field. Go! I am sending you out like lambs among wolves.” - Luke 10:2-3
May we be faithful to pray for workers to go out and win people for You. May we be faithful to go when you send us!
“Then Jesus came to them and said, ‘All authority in heaven and on earth is given to me. Therefore, go and make disciples of all nations.” - Matthew 28:18-19
Jesus, you are my king. You have all authority over me. When you say, “Go” I will obey without question or hesitation.
“The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death a light has dawned. You have enlarged the nation and increased their joy; they rejoice before you as people rejoice at the harvest, as men rejoice when dividing the plunder.” - Isaiah 9:2-3
Jesus, help us to take your light to dark places. Break our hearts for the lost. May we weep over them as you wept over Jerusalem. Let all the nations of the earth rejoice in the hope and joy you bring. When can the entire table of candles shine brightly for you without any darkness?
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Unlit Candles: Part 2
“That I stood on a grassy sward, and at my feet a precipice broke sheer down into infinite space. I looked, but saw not bottom; only cloud shapes, black and furiously coiled, and great shadow-shrouded hollows, and unfathomable depths. Back I drew, dizzy at the depth.



*Taken from Amy Carmichael's book "Things as They Are: Mission Work in Southern India"
Friday, March 21, 2008
Unlit Candles: Part 1
But the final station is where God spoke to my heart. Each person lit a votive candle and placed the candles on a table. I sat and watched the room begin to glow with light. But that’s not what I really noticed.

Perhaps I got to experience just a little of what Jesus felt as he stood on the hill overlooking Jerusalem for the last time before his crucifixion. Jesus didn’t see the magnificent temple or hundreds of people and animals busily milling around the streets. He saw the hearts of people who were hurting, people who were empty; hearts covered by darkness. And he wept over the city.
How often do our hearts break for people living in darkness? People who have no hope? How often do we weep for the lost and the least of this world? Too often I am content to sing about how Jesus died for me, but I fail to bring that wonderful message to others who desperately need it.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Things I Like
Books:
The NIV Study Bible
Uncle Tom's Cabin by Harriet Beacher Stowe
The Jesus of Suburbia by Mike Erre
The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning
Pretense by Lori Wick
Too Small to Ignore by Dr. Wes Stafford
Music:
Caedmon's Call, Christy Nockels, Lifehouse, Switchfoot, David Crowder Band, Chris Tomlin, Counting Crows, Dashboard Confessional, Everyday Sunday, Norah Jones, Jack Johnson, Jennifer Knapp, Jimmy Eat World, Rascal Flatts, Shane & Shane, Shawn McDonald, The Fray
Pictures:
Authors:
A.W. Tozer
Elisabeth Elliot
Erwin McManus
C.S. Lewis
Places:
My house
New Life Ranch
Tabor College
London, England
Thailand
Hobbies:
Playing guitar
Hanging out w/friends
Reading
Traveling to new places
Talking with Chris
Writing
Photography
Attending Rodeos
Singing
Hanging out with high school kids
Camping
Books of the Bible:
Colossians
Psalms
Lamentations
Jeremiah
John
Organizations:
World Impact
Compassion International
Voice of the Martyrs
Videos I've Made:
Escape: Project Jen
Mr. Brightside
Quotes:
I never walk alone, Christ walks beside me, He is the dearest friend I’ve ever known; with such a friend to comfort and to guide me, I never, no, I never walk alone.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?"
- Marianne Williamson
"There is only one relationship that matters, and that is your personal relationship to a personal Redeemer and Lord. Let everything else go, but maintain that at all costs, and God will fulfill His purpose through your life. One individual life may be of priceless value to God's purposes, and yours may be that life."
- Oswald Chambers
“There is no ongoing spiritual life without this process of letting go. At the precise point where we refuse, growth stops. If we hold tightly to anything given to us, unwilling to let it go when the time comes to let it go or unwilling to allow it to be used as the Giver means it to be used, we stunt the growth of the soul…The truth is that it is ours to thank Him for and ours to lose, ours to let go of – if we want to find our true selves, if we want real Life, if our hearts are set on glory.”
- Elisabeth Elliot
"I do know that waiting on God requires the willingness to bear uncertainty, to carry within oneself the unanswered question, lifting the heart to God about it whenever it intrudes upon one's thoughts."
- Elisabeth Elliot
Songs:
Mighty To Save by Hillsong
Hey Ya Cover by Matt Weddle
Anna Begins by Counting Crows
Wedding Dress by Derek Webb
February Song by Josh Groban
The Heart of Life by John Mayer
Grey Street by Dave Matthews Band
Friday, December 7, 2007
Immanuel
However, as I grow older, some of the magic of Christmas seems lost. My wonderful family was torn apart by divorce – and their decisions continue to tear at my heart. Instead of looking forward to spending time with my entire family, I dread it. On other occasions, I am overwhelmed by a deep sense of being alone. Sometimes it seems like the holidays bring more heartache and headaches than happiness. And deep down in my heart, I am sad because I know things weren’t meant to be this way.
Recently, one night when I was feeling especially alone and discouraged, God spoke to my heart. He didn’t say a lot, just one word. And that word has made all the difference.
“Immanuel.”
“God with us.”
Have you ever stopped to think what Immanuel means to YOU? God is with you. Here. Now. You don’t have to be afraid, alone, or anxious. God is WITH you.
The word “Immanuel” is best known for its part in the Christmas Story. An Old Testament prophecy is fulfilled when Matthew describes the birth of Jesus, “The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel – which means, ‘God with us.’” Jesus left everything beautiful and glorious to be with us. We are no longer alone. Immanuel is used other times to encourage the people of Israel not to fear when surrounding nations threatened to annihilate their cities. Psalm 46 begins with the words, “God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea.” The author goes on to say how wherever God’s presence is, life comes flowing out. Finally, the psalm concludes with a command and a promise, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.”
Immanuel.
Jesus is here.
The situations I encounter won’t be any different this Christmas. My family is the same. My relationships are the same. My feelings are the same. But God has made the story of Jesus come alive to me in a completely new way. He is here with me. I am not alone.
Here is my challenge to you. As you go through this holiday season, look for ways that Jesus shows he is with you. Sometimes its big things, but other times he reveals himself in small ways we usually overlook. Look for opportunities to share a story of how God has been with you. Instead of focusing on the busyness, the shopping, or even the feelings of loss and loneliness, stop. Be still and know that the Almighty God is with YOU. He is Immanuel.